Thursday 30 May 2013

Go big or Go home!

Today i learned about spoken word way more than i will never know and this just inspired me to an extend that i have to be amongst people that can stimulate my mind like that.Here at campus it is good to be around people that think like you because for a minute or couple of seconds you will feel that feeling of allay in your heart because people speaking and telling their stories through poetry.

what a beautiful language for those that know art that slam night i will never forget in which made me think of conforming my style of writing in order to be the best and continue to be with the best.i just have to thank DFC arts and culture office for that experiential learn they have provided for me.awesome evening it has been big up to forward poetry for the beautiful poetry they recited.

we learn everyday how to express our metaphor that i tell you.

Wednesday 22 May 2013

The tempestuous Journey

First of all the decision on what the theme of your Journey is going to be,is the most excruciatingly difficult decision you can make before deciding on the Journey.Also that decision is affect by the inner strength (will) that you have to start with the path you are to take in order to be the person you have to be in the near future. Nobody is going to help you decide but it is rather wise to seek wisdom about your path that you are to take.So should anything go wrong during the path you would want to cross over, to the path you might desire while you are still in the one you decided upon.

but you must know that it shall not be easy because now you have changed your mind set to revived your strength.what you don't know is that there are expectations from your loved once on your success even if when they have told you that they are behind you on any decision you take in life.

What we don't know is that our minds live in fear of failure because our will is to thrive in anything we put our minds in and once we give that phobia superiority in our mind it start affecting our daily functions.we start questioning our viability in society and weighing ourselves against our friends,should we find anything that they excel in we start beating ourselves forgetting that each person is unique.We forget that we will never be like anyone that lives in this world.

we loose focus or the dream that we have because of one hurtle in our way.that is why it is very important to take time out to seek wisdom from people that know of other ways to bring back the ball in your court(strength of-cause).we might have chosen to led a whole different life than our loved once but that should never make you think that they are not important in decisions we make.

It is this times that you need to recognise that you are lost in your path and trust me it happens to all of us,but during this time you must make sure that you don't shut people out of your life.you must maintain contact to those that you know can be able to give a great advise and it is important that you must seek counselling for you are suffering from confusion and self hatred.mainly because you have allowed yourself to fail hence why the depression and mood swings.in these times no one can never satisfy you even if they tried billion times.

 only you can be able to turn your life by talking to someone who will listen to you and rejuvenate you to have the strength to continue with your journey.one great thing we must know is that anyone can be anything they want to be but the problem comes when you must become that thing you want to be because you need to work hard for it and one needs to be cheered and told that they are supported by their loved once.

You see no matter how many tempests come your way in your life time never stop what you have envisaged because that time of greatness is always near and only few actually gets to experience it fully in their entire existence.so you don't what to give up now when you have worked too hard,cried each night before you sleep,questioned the existence of higher power, fell too deep into your sorrows and finding the answers each night when you sleep.i write today to tell you that you are great and no one can never walk in your journey like you do.

remember when you took your first step into this path how happy you were how proud that your loved once are proud of you. Don't  disappoint yourself because the time you took to be here was not dark all the time,you had brightest moments-believe that you are worthy of this journey and no one else can never do it for you because you are after all success.

Each morning you have woken up with a smile to learn what ever was required from you and now you give up what have brought you happiness for months.just because the person you love is not well then that smile have to disappear?,No! it is this time that you should shine just to give them hope that you will live anywhere in the world and never fail in anything because you can acknowledge failure for its presence in life but never accept it in your life.

when you fail know what you did wrong and fix it for the better and when you tried your best just give it a million times more tries until you see that you have the power to do anything with what you are given.it is time to recognize that you have potential or else you wouldn't be where you are with your life.

Never blame anyone before you blame yourself for not looking for help when you should have done so and relaxing when time have allowed you to do more but you did less,where you could have excelled but you decided to fall. if you can do all this you shall get help in anything you want and get more support for recognizing that you can do certain things by yourself and that is the first rule of learning,you have to let every one that you don't know but you want to learn and understand more.Love yourself-believe that your great-and know that there is only one you in this world.so show that you are unique!

Sunday 19 May 2013

Toya Delazy..My Fav Artist now in SA!

Toya Delazy everyone!


I loved this woman since i run into her on youtube man she is awesome and the best part about Toya Delazy is that she is from south africa and representing so ya its just amazing to listen to her voice that is so rich.man she is the Ishh.

Lead with your heart

Ever since i knew myself,i have been a mover and a shaker of things. along the way given names that belittle my honour and spirit of freedom in me just because i always took charge of most situations in my life and those around me.leadership is not news to me amongst other things that i have put myself to test for and always i manage to succeed. throughout many years that i have led it has only proven to me that anything is conquerable and so I've experience hardship with my success of leading,along the best leaders and those that have claimed to have the core/pure leadership wisdom.

what i have found to be the flaw of each council/quorum is the resistance motion passed by people that lack back bone within the movement or institution to show their negative energy that they couldn't display in the council.To see that one have grown as a leader you don't measure yourself with others but with your old self and the trust you have towards yourself,family and your peers.one needs to understand their power and strength to carry that absolute power because should they be irresponsible it could be immensely dangerous for everyone that surrounds them.

As a leader i have led and been educated by the best minds that this world doesn't know.most of all the education that have been passed upon me from many generations that lived for wisdom is enormous in which sometimes it gets me up during the nights of great tempests like this one when i write this just to reflect and introspect my position and the mandate that is above my head because i pledged for greatness and failure was never an option. i have seen my strengths amongst all those great threats that i acquire each day and i thank God that he instilled wisdom of this magnitude in my head.i pray to always be different because i can never survive without being me which shall remain a stimulus in many occasions that are still to pass.

In life you learn to know yourself for many reasons because we need to develop into souls that are unique and know their worth in the society.being able to make life decisions is what we learn so that when we take care of people we would know better,to do things that only gives a better direction to those that we lead and to show them the respect that we need from them.i believe on some level of existence that i am a pioneer in my own right but i should never impose my believes that has no valve to the mandate for it shall at some point displace the purpose of the movement/institution.humbling ones'elf  is rather important because the people you might be serving could be impossible people and to deal with such individuals it is the worst job in the world.i love being involved with people that makes things happen and that is a privilege i pride myself each day because inspiration can only be stimulated from that environment.

Thursday 16 May 2013

Pure talent

This is a good friend of mine in the poetry circle who have inspired me on all levels of my writing career and now he recite one of his magnificent poem song of songs.great piece indeed!Mr Jahannes Malebana on stage in Washington rendering his humbling talent.


Sunday 12 May 2013

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

Today is mother's day to the world all i would like to wish is a very awesome mother's day to all mothers out there and also know that we love you as your sons and daughters of earth.this goes to my mother whom brought me into this world now i am a man of impeccable stature and i would like to say i love you to bits and that God may be with you every where you are, protect you like you did when i was just a tiny soul.you are my everything. mwah!



MY MOTHER-MMAMANOKO ELIZABETH O'MALAPILE.

Saturday 11 May 2013

Escape to solitude


Introspected, abandoned and classified is how it feels
With life passing as if one is a street lamp, non-existent
In this globe of possibilities, depressed and anxious
And feeling useless as i gaze at my  peers succeed
While slowly my life fades away like time

Depressed and suicidal I feel every dawn of each day
Incongruous my thoughts have become, and worthless
Is my contributions to society. With a mind Without
a spark of functionality just existing like a benign
Mess and in poverty I perish like titanic and
 I ask myself: What went wrong?

But today I feel invincible, invincible and happy for I have found
My way even though it may be different to the dream but I
Have found a high life, I can feel better than my miserable life
Of self-disappointments, a life in which I am happy when I take
My lolly-tik my ice takes me where I want to go in seconds to minutes.

The thoughts of belittlement have diminished- now even more confident
Like a straight-A student sure of his final paper, with my lolly in my hand this
World is nothing because I can glimpse into more satisfying thoughts than
Beating myself for being a failure and hating everyone that lives for their prejudice
Gaze at me like museum piece.

Many like me have passed in my hands only for the love of ice in a lolly
Just to hide from truth, for its more agonising than anything in the world
Substance is my new life path and success a lifetime enemy for its unreachable
And living for death-for its near while I have watched many pass with wonder
In my eyes slowly entering that cold life

Family with no hope and expectations fallen because life can never be the same
They stare with disgust when I glide amongst alleys so high with no health left but life
 filled with such solitude and deterioration of humanity piece by piece, because
  last moments Are destructive like grenade, time and time again awesomeness of lolly
 fills your pleasure zone And worry disappear because ice is clear.