Once this happened and i ask myself what happened exactly? back in the day right i greeted this lady and she just ignored me, so i thought that day until i asked what really happened that she was so cold towards me.Ok i then thought maybe she just don't greet guys and i stopped greeting her, there stopped even thinking about my chances of having her at that point, in other words i just didn't care if she noticed me or not.until resent in may when she actually spoke to me and the voice was just out of this world, me being a simple guy that i am she really charmed me out. then she move away that's when then i was so activated but it was too late, so i thought to myself and i never knew her name i only knew her by just seeing her around campus. then when everyone was talking about her all the time i never knew that they were referring to her.up until i looked at the directory on facebook and when i was her face i just fell in love. then me being who i am, i invited her so we can keep contact as time goes on maybe she might see something in me that i saw in her all this time.
we accepted then conversation started and it never stopped because of the curiosity that is within ourselves.i could not help to notice the thing we commonly share and everyday when we spoke it really made more sense that she is different to what I'm use to(ladies i dated) i really sometimes thank God for bringing me people that can do what she induce such feeling in me in a short time.but one thing that i learned is half of her i very scared to be with me and the other half is glad to welcome me into her life.one thing i one i'm not is a heart breaker and i would like to learn a whole lot of things about you everyday if only you give me a chance to show you that you have become a huge part of my life and the mark that you made within me is just undeletable. i just hope you can learn to trust me adequately to be like you are to me.
everyday i ask myself that what can i do to make you see that what i feel is for you and only you.
I MISS YOU VERY MUCH.MWAH
i know that you don't like this name but its very unique to me hope you understand.
Monday 31 October 2011
Ice skating
Okay one word that i can say is that never be iradical cause you might die at some point but also its good because you can learn a lot about yourself and capabilities that you as a person have.
Sunday the 30th October damn i have to say it was one of the good days i had since this year has started and all thanks to Mashapu L, Mabotha T, Motene L, and Mphahlele O.i got a call on Sunday morning while still in bed and i was a bit surprised what the call was going to be about, therefore i answered anticipating something that i already knew "maybe questions about Durban" but that was not the case. Thakgatjo ask whether i had plans for the day and i just said nothing much cause i just wanted to spend some time at the swimming pool and anyway i was not every enthusiastic about that too because the weather was acting up.one minute cold and the other hot so just to hear what she got for me, i said ill be doing nothing.then she just told me that they are going ice skating and they would like me to join them there at kempton park, festival mall.i just said yes because when i am in tembisa i always say i would go ice skating one day and Sunday was just a day that one really had to skate once in their life.
trust me it was so hard to keep balance and i fell some many times that i can't remember the first and the last fall.it was so awesome so to say and to learn something so simple in a difficult way,hahahahaha.i fell on my face and massed up my mouth and Chin i tell you this happened and no one noticed that i bled so severe but still insisted that i go back to the ice and have more fun in pains.now i am proud to write that i have achieved something for me yesterday and this skill shall remain with me for as long as i live.
Learning new things is an opportunity to upgrade yourself tobe more equiped with fun skills and that sets you apart as an individual from other people.and for learning how to skate in one day just made me to be more hungry to achieve as many things possible in my life.
THANKS FOR THE AWESOME TIME.
Sunday the 30th October damn i have to say it was one of the good days i had since this year has started and all thanks to Mashapu L, Mabotha T, Motene L, and Mphahlele O.i got a call on Sunday morning while still in bed and i was a bit surprised what the call was going to be about, therefore i answered anticipating something that i already knew "maybe questions about Durban" but that was not the case. Thakgatjo ask whether i had plans for the day and i just said nothing much cause i just wanted to spend some time at the swimming pool and anyway i was not every enthusiastic about that too because the weather was acting up.one minute cold and the other hot so just to hear what she got for me, i said ill be doing nothing.then she just told me that they are going ice skating and they would like me to join them there at kempton park, festival mall.i just said yes because when i am in tembisa i always say i would go ice skating one day and Sunday was just a day that one really had to skate once in their life.
trust me it was so hard to keep balance and i fell some many times that i can't remember the first and the last fall.it was so awesome so to say and to learn something so simple in a difficult way,hahahahaha.i fell on my face and massed up my mouth and Chin i tell you this happened and no one noticed that i bled so severe but still insisted that i go back to the ice and have more fun in pains.now i am proud to write that i have achieved something for me yesterday and this skill shall remain with me for as long as i live.
Learning new things is an opportunity to upgrade yourself tobe more equiped with fun skills and that sets you apart as an individual from other people.and for learning how to skate in one day just made me to be more hungry to achieve as many things possible in my life.
THANKS FOR THE AWESOME TIME.
Tuesday 11 October 2011
being alone on your birthday!
29 July 2011(My Birthday)
This day was the worst day of my my life i can say,i woke up thinking that i would have a great day and all i ever got that day was just smses wishing me a happy birthday. Ok i just remained in bed and actually because i had no money to even do anything for myself,I slept.so from that day forward i just said to myself that listen here Hlogi from now on just make sure that all this never happens again, so these days all i do is that when i do grocery i just buy a piece of cake to have and i know this happens to most people and i'm just sharing just to check how many people experience this trauma.
Again never hold this to yourself,when you have friends that always support you in everything you must be all out just to make them feel that somehow they are important too and your there for them too!It's just funny how i remembered that i never had an official birthday party to celebrate.
How do we solve this if i may ask you out there, is it by doing it the way i've already started or are there any other ideas that can be of help to other people?
This day was the worst day of my my life i can say,i woke up thinking that i would have a great day and all i ever got that day was just smses wishing me a happy birthday. Ok i just remained in bed and actually because i had no money to even do anything for myself,I slept.so from that day forward i just said to myself that listen here Hlogi from now on just make sure that all this never happens again, so these days all i do is that when i do grocery i just buy a piece of cake to have and i know this happens to most people and i'm just sharing just to check how many people experience this trauma.
Again never hold this to yourself,when you have friends that always support you in everything you must be all out just to make them feel that somehow they are important too and your there for them too!It's just funny how i remembered that i never had an official birthday party to celebrate.
How do we solve this if i may ask you out there, is it by doing it the way i've already started or are there any other ideas that can be of help to other people?
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