My Woman

I sit each day in duress visualizing
you're arrival in my life like a long
distance train, i worry that choices
i make each day might not be good
enough because i don't know you

i sit every night asking myself if my living
years aren't reaching their peak because
i want you quickly and everyday is harder
without the knowledge of your where about
because i know you have the love i need
and your beauty is incomparable

each woman i see i mistaken her for you
i pray each day because the only way
i can feel your presence is through that
spiritual bond we share from heavens
i worried myself because i have looked
and i cant seem to find you my woman

Princess of my life and the love that is
osmotic among us i feel is immense
i can feel you each time i go to sleep
that you are near and these days i wish
my heart could be the gps for your love

i wait with fear because i desire you with
every fiber of my body and the wait is slowly
driving me into solitude and without you
i feel like i am going senile.  

29.07.2013 SURPRISE!

I have been to surprise parties around my place whenever i had time to just have fun with people i spend most of my days with never have i ever thought that one day that person would be me.but the day of the 29th was a day i never expected that i would celebrate my birthday because of my school work which i didn't get to present the following day like i thought i would do.on the birthday i actually wrote a test the whole morning which i hope i did well because i really felt like i did something in that test.

Anyways yes i attended the classes the whole day and got to a point where i felt like i was going through some depression because of the exhaustion i was under without sleeping the previous day(Sunday).so the plan was the birthday was to be celebrated the following day after i have presented and wrote my test, but on the other side of campus things were not going according to my plan for the evening.it started with a call from a friend of mine whom i previous have helped with couple of research papers and her thanks was suppose to be a meal of anyway i want to eat from the last semester, so i answer the call from her she says:"i am from work i would like to take you out like i promised and the time couldn't be better because it is your birthday" not knowing that she is a decoy to make sure that i am being watched so that i could be controlled.

So i thought so going to check if the choir has left because it was getting late and me being a leader i got out of my place to campus and when i got there people were not there like i thought i would find them instead i found my colleagues just talking about music and other things which i was not interested because i went there to look for Hlogi(my best friend)to go with me to celebrate my birthday with the girl that i thought was going to buy me a meal like we spoke. Hlogi being himself paid for the meals since he said he will get me something for my day that was how he was meeting his promise i guess.

something got my attention on our way to mcdonalds which i didn't mention which was the frequent phone calls that he was receiving which took them behind us.i didn't mind that at all because it was my birthday lol so we went in and ate then Hellen(the decoy)deployed make sure that i am controllable, said we should leave because it was getting cold so me being me i said ok, then we went into the campus expecting nothing extraordinary to occur up until things didn't make sense.like see Kgwedi with a camera and his sister saying things that didn't make sense.i still was too gullible this day very much so.i don't know what happened there really because i saw signs but didn't give them enough attention to them like i would some other times.

up until i opened the boardroom door of horror land where i saw people sitting in the dark and i got very shivery that i have never have been in my life and they just screamed surprise,and all i wanted was just to run away because that was just too much to take in and without any expectation that made me so vulnerable that i stopped the myself from tearing up in front everybody because really, that was just touching seeing so many people whom i thought they went home being there singing for me and as i write now i feel some emotions that i don't think are expressible.

ever since in my life have i had such a big party like the one i had this year and i shall call that birthday a birthday present from heavens.i really would love to thank all those who took part in organizing that special day to be AWESOME AND GRANDEUR.i thank you from the deepest chambers of my heart and i've learned something about you guys that you are not only my friends but my family.for that present that you gave me only assured me that having you guys in my life is a Lehlogonolo (Blessing) and i now see why i was given this name it because i was suppose to meet you so that i could be meeker than i am and more.i thank the great God our lord to bless your hearts to continue loving and bring good things in your lives because you have powers to change peoples' lives and turn them into glamourous events.

I LOVE YOU ALL BECAUSE YOU ARE THE PRESENT I GOT THAT I APPRECIATE MORE THAN THE PARTY YOU THREW FOR ME.I HOPE WHAT WE HAVE WILL NOT FADE BUT GROW TO BE GREATER THAN WHAT IT IS.

For pictures follow this link:>>>>>> http://hlogi-sekati.blogspot.com/p/gallery.html

Mandela day

Now this day was amazing for the third years of Homoeopathy, busy people on all levels just after they finished writing an exam on a Thursday morning, On the birthday of the greatest man whom liberated the people of South Africa Tata Nelson Mandela, they decided to take part in a community engagement walk organised by the health faculty of the Doornfontein campus UJ. 

before the walk:3rd year Homoeopathy students with Dr Patel(in black) on Mandela day

Watching everyone’s faces who took part was a huge excitement showing what I would like to call Sisonke (togetherness).this class has been rather marvellous throughout the year doing awesome things together. Amongst other things that happened in the walk was the group staying together wearing the Mandela day T-shirts designed for the walk, singing and chanting in the streets of Elis park cleaning with meek hearts laughing street by street.

(ready to take upon 67 streets of  elis park together with other health students)

The great part about this walk is that the 3^rd years were the only class from homoeopathy department amongst the health departments that was there, as a third year student myself I am proud to have been part of that initiative that the university took. I still look forward in celebrating this day next year together with our awesome team leader Dr Patel whom loves to sweep the streets and give back so much because she is so amazing, she even organised a snack for the Jo’burg streetmen/hobos from the snack we had during the clean walk. ”Sisonke forever team 18 members homoes”

#Lol-67 streets rather than 67mins..amazing! photo by:michelle bekker

A KING DOWN

This last week i lost someone who was an immense inspiration in my life, a man whom i valued and his guidance still roams the chambers of my heart and i miss him very much each day.he was a man who had substance of greatness a grandfather that you can never change for another one because he had a vision of the world his children must live in and what his grandchildren should be in the eyes of the community.He literally build his community to what it is and this passed week he passed on and my heart ache each day because he loved me from my infancy, guided my actions in life because he is my roots, my origin and for that i thank God for allowing me the time to know him the way i do now.

 his passing have not settled yet from the day i got the call from my aunt delivering the news that really saddened my heart only because i knew right there that i shall not have those times listening at the corner of the house to his voice singing hymns and songs of  the Saints.although he was old enough for one one to say he lived his full life but i felt that his sickness should have subsided so that he can live to see his advises mature with in us and watch us become gentlemen like he was and also witness his wisdom that he shared so much come alive but his pain was too great to watch.But with time all that was and the pain of loss with be healed i just hope that he rest in peace.

                                         REST IN PEACE PAPA! WE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH

Death

darkness such a grave colour
with coldness roaming around
death a long lost friend of life
sleep that is alleviated by nothing
that brings only sorrow to the beloved
loss of the great and inferior with no difference
lost love that perish with dust six feet
wooden box that bring tears like rain
tears that cleanse the soul over the loss
why do we cry?is it because they are no more
or to fill the void? take it easy and calmly accept
that you can not change overtime.
feeling of emptiness because happiness is compromised
maybe the write feeling description is betrayal
because you lost something unexpectedly
with grief that brings numbness everywhere.

THE JUNE 16TH-YOUTH DAY_SA

HISTORIC MOMENTS!

The youth day public holiday of South Africa was legislated into a public holiday not because of the horrific turn out of the Soweto uprising in June of 1976 but for the effect the riot had on the apartheid regime and liberation of the country.the students of the century had recognised that the then government was dictating/oppressing them by forcing them to learning some subjects in afrikaans the language of the government that if dehumanizing them and not recognising the african race at large.the youth of then saw it fit that they have to take a stand against this movement the government has put forth to the students and show intolerance that they shall not learn with afrikaans.

Not realising that what they were planning to do was not only going to liberate them only but the whole country.their agreement on the match was that they going to peacefully demonstrate their dispute against the government with respect but it turned into a blood shedding even as some students have lost their lives in that event although the results of the motion did not take place right away but after that event there was change and their fight probed the apartheid government which allow the freedom fighters to soldier on with their campaigns to liberate the country. Amongst the lives that were lost is Hector Pieterson a young boy 12 years of age whom is celebrated and the government dedicated his life by building a commamorium centre called Hector Pieterson square where all the students of Soweto uprising are honoured.

(PICTURE TAKEN IN 1976)

A holiday that has so much history that is too important for our country and liberal minds that have fought for us in the country is poorly celebrated. Youth kill each other on this day every year under the influence of alcohol in place were that youth was not thinking and when one check in those hangout groups that take place only a handful of the youth there have certificates of higher education where those students wanted to go and empower themselves.

UPRISING MONUMENT OF THE TENACIOUS STUDENTS-TRUE LEADERS

This holiday to me by my observation has lost its value to the citizens because it is celebrated in ways that don’t make sense to why it was legislated in the first place. I just don’t know what we can say we can call this holiday and I guess maybe we can just denounce it from the national roll and just have a normal day. Then those that find mean to the date in their dairies can tell stories to their new generation about how this country came to be free from oppression and maybe when we look at it that way thing will make sense better. Our children will understand and accept that, that needed to happen so things would better for the future and that is how we have restored balance in our land to minimize inequality and someone being more superior to others. i am just saying!

21ST CENTURY(playful youth with no goals)

WHO IS GOING TO CELEBRATE OUR EXISTENCE(youth of 21st century)?

Women

women people of elegance

made of fragile temper

made to function with a substance

substance that makes them be superb individuals

people of order, harmony and humbleness but expressive nature

 a substance that can rage their awesome nature

and bring a cloud of Cynicism

why would you make a women crazy?

are you not appreciative of the harmonious field they portray that you activate them

women people of the wolf descend without the smell that repel but that lures

people with a latent hunger for love only activated by affection

women, center of the creation although not the focal point

but people who are totipotent, handcrafted to perfection without limit

women, beings that have a gift to bring new life into the world

mothers of earth with love that makes one wonder if their exquisiteness can be stolen

Aren't we glad to exist amongst such race of wonders with their destructive nature?

but still have ability to protect and care for us all

their magnificence is enduring just like their unconditional love

oh mother earth with green pasture just like a women's tenacity