Introspected,
abandoned and classified is how it feels
With life passing
as if one is a street lamp, non-existent
In this
globe of possibilities, depressed and anxious
And feeling
useless as i gaze at my peers succeed
While slowly
my life fades away like time
Depressed
and suicidal I feel every dawn of each day
Incongruous
my thoughts have become, and worthless
Is my contributions
to society. With a mind Without
a spark of
functionality just existing like a benign
Mess and in
poverty I perish like titanic and
I ask myself: What went wrong?
I ask myself: What went wrong?
But today I
feel invincible, invincible and happy for I have found
My way even
though it may be different to the dream but I
Have found a
high life, I can feel better than my miserable life
Of
self-disappointments, a life in which I am happy when I take
My lolly-tik
my ice takes me where I want to go in seconds to minutes.
The thoughts
of belittlement have diminished- now even more confident
Like a
straight-A student sure of his final paper, with my lolly in my hand this
World is
nothing because I can glimpse into more satisfying thoughts than
Beating
myself for being a failure and hating everyone that lives for their prejudice
Gaze at me
like museum piece.
Many like me
have passed in my hands only for the love of ice in a lolly
Just to hide
from truth, for its more agonising than anything in the world
Substance is
my new life path and success a lifetime enemy for its unreachable
And living
for death-for its near while I have watched many pass with wonder
In my eyes
slowly entering that cold life
Family with
no hope and expectations fallen because life can never be the same
They stare
with disgust when I glide amongst alleys so high with no health left but life
filled with such solitude and deterioration of
humanity piece by piece, because
last
moments Are destructive like grenade, time and time again awesomeness of lolly
fills your pleasure zone And worry disappear
because ice is clear.
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