Last touch

when you feel your life slipping away

you try by all means to hold on to the pieces

pieces that you have seen being torn apart while you sit

surely i have done better but all this pass so fast 

while you slowly digest the pain like a palsy patient

within the fragments of time i wished that i knew how it felt to touch you

just to feel the softness of your soul through your superficial being

which it now seems like a lost song that was once loved

it was by the last hug and touch that i realized that i don't want to let go

because i could feel the future and saw fragments of the future

and it was by that last touch that i felt your rejection in my heart 

it was by that last touch that i blacked out and nothing is my memory

i believe that my time will heal all and what happened be and remain

having something some warm like that is not chance but spirituality

which balanced all the gravity in my soul to be rectus to you

by the last touch it was the end as it was clarified

all happens for a reason in life so knowing the answers limits knowledge

mystery elevates your wisdom and builds you to be a better you that you know

Love can transform your life just by seeing her smile and laughing at your nuts

moments and it is only when you meet your fate that you gaze into your destiny 

it was by the last touch that i realized my dream will never come true

because i lost my heart in space and lost you in the process

last touch the decider of my path and i ceased and lost in love

love that i respected and cherished but now seems like false words

floating like helium in a balloon waiting for a sharp edger 

Confession! part-1

I got attracted to you because of your beauty

and at that moment by looking at you i felt fire

in my chest, ever since i got hooked by your personality 

and how you carry yourself as a woman

each day i beat up myself for not telling you that

I LOVE YOU and a thought of you one just falls in love

its so hard to look at you and want to share all this

because i am scared to tell you,

 your amicable nature intrigues me every time i see you

every moment i try to capture with detail because you are special

special to this heart that i have that need direction from your love

i feel lost in space and consumed by future tense as i speak of you

And the way i seek guidance from the Lord on how to love you each day

just give me hope in this love i have for you because it's so

much that talking to you hurts,the more you push me away

the more i want to exhibit how being with you makes me happy

sometimes i feel like writing all my thoughts out on paper so i can read 

what's inside my head but that just makes life even more difficult 

each night i ask myself the twenty one questions about this love that

emerged without notice and ignited with so much power that i wish of 

holding you for days just for you to hear my heart beat

Jozi

Jozi the New York of Africa

city of Africa filled with all nations

a place for every possibility

known to those that have 

love for no sleep

place where great riots 

has taken place for freedom

Jozi exacerbated by its danger

with streets filled with life 

and great consumerism 

appreciated by all Africans

a place so dark during the day

filled with so  much light in the night

what happen to the class Jozi?

now you filled with dirty 

like the inner city beggar

in your own streets

oh fellow Africans,

what have we done to

this city that was once awesome?

though you still retain your greatness

through your prestige places

like Sandton new city

redefining what you once had

which is glamour and sparkle

oh great African capital

you are a legend explored

by the world and its dwellers

oh Jozi rainbow city

alive at night and with its roars

in daylight with gunshots like

fireworks in the new year eve

Jozi city of lights and liberty

and entertainer of the free spirits

Jozi maboneng!

Elevation in space of love

One believe in love
and it will always be like that.
times pass when hurt was numbed
where pain is just a normal sensation
where tears dry out because they are pointless

but you always know that love is there
where muscles of sadness tires out
to stimulate smile once again
life will always keep rolling and rolling
where small things will not deviate you from the plan

but make you realize your true self,


One believe in love
 because it's tangible
and it's known to everybody
my sleep is better since it happened
my worries for the future are less

my faith in my ability
 to love is grandeur
life today is easy because of love
all that is there is one thing
and one thing only, love!

Matters of Heart

time is the only thing that we virtually have because you can never be sure about your place in this world. then comes the most difficult thing that we all afraid of love because though it's easy to actually fall in but other mechanisms that comes with it are like future they come by surprise each time.

in which makes me think each day of the past because that's the only measure i have to determine the out come of the present and the shallow future that lies in my mind.though i believe that we start living from within our capitis box and decide to make it reality which means it took some considerations before it happens.

although it takes two to tango and no one can never blame anyone on anything that happens because the measurement you have calculated may over shot the mark,landed on the mark or did not make it at all.which becomes a bit of a problem unless you have a back-up mechanism in which you can give your dilemma to the high power for wisdom and further looking into for validation and blessing.

Love is pure and can never destroy only the mind of beings have that potential to do just that.love is transparent and has no motives to do harm but bring peace to those that have the ability to love.love is harmonious because were it is there is personal grow and prosperity to govern the souls,love is the breath that we take each day because it has an immense purpose to humanity.

My Woman

I sit each day in duress visualizing
you're arrival in my life like a long
distance train, i worry that choices
i make each day might not be good
enough because i don't know you

i sit every night asking myself if my living
years aren't reaching their peak because
i want you quickly and everyday is harder
without the knowledge of your where about
because i know you have the love i need
and your beauty is incomparable

each woman i see i mistaken her for you
i pray each day because the only way
i can feel your presence is through that
spiritual bond we share from heavens
i worried myself because i have looked
and i cant seem to find you my woman

Princess of my life and the love that is
osmotic among us i feel is immense
i can feel you each time i go to sleep
that you are near and these days i wish
my heart could be the gps for your love

i wait with fear because i desire you with
every fiber of my body and the wait is slowly
driving me into solitude and without you
i feel like i am going senile.  

29.07.2013 SURPRISE!

I have been to surprise parties around my place whenever i had time to just have fun with people i spend most of my days with never have i ever thought that one day that person would be me.but the day of the 29th was a day i never expected that i would celebrate my birthday because of my school work which i didn't get to present the following day like i thought i would do.on the birthday i actually wrote a test the whole morning which i hope i did well because i really felt like i did something in that test.

Anyways yes i attended the classes the whole day and got to a point where i felt like i was going through some depression because of the exhaustion i was under without sleeping the previous day(Sunday).so the plan was the birthday was to be celebrated the following day after i have presented and wrote my test, but on the other side of campus things were not going according to my plan for the evening.it started with a call from a friend of mine whom i previous have helped with couple of research papers and her thanks was suppose to be a meal of anyway i want to eat from the last semester, so i answer the call from her she says:"i am from work i would like to take you out like i promised and the time couldn't be better because it is your birthday" not knowing that she is a decoy to make sure that i am being watched so that i could be controlled.

So i thought so going to check if the choir has left because it was getting late and me being a leader i got out of my place to campus and when i got there people were not there like i thought i would find them instead i found my colleagues just talking about music and other things which i was not interested because i went there to look for Hlogi(my best friend)to go with me to celebrate my birthday with the girl that i thought was going to buy me a meal like we spoke. Hlogi being himself paid for the meals since he said he will get me something for my day that was how he was meeting his promise i guess.

something got my attention on our way to mcdonalds which i didn't mention which was the frequent phone calls that he was receiving which took them behind us.i didn't mind that at all because it was my birthday lol so we went in and ate then Hellen(the decoy)deployed make sure that i am controllable, said we should leave because it was getting cold so me being me i said ok, then we went into the campus expecting nothing extraordinary to occur up until things didn't make sense.like see Kgwedi with a camera and his sister saying things that didn't make sense.i still was too gullible this day very much so.i don't know what happened there really because i saw signs but didn't give them enough attention to them like i would some other times.

up until i opened the boardroom door of horror land where i saw people sitting in the dark and i got very shivery that i have never have been in my life and they just screamed surprise,and all i wanted was just to run away because that was just too much to take in and without any expectation that made me so vulnerable that i stopped the myself from tearing up in front everybody because really, that was just touching seeing so many people whom i thought they went home being there singing for me and as i write now i feel some emotions that i don't think are expressible.

ever since in my life have i had such a big party like the one i had this year and i shall call that birthday a birthday present from heavens.i really would love to thank all those who took part in organizing that special day to be AWESOME AND GRANDEUR.i thank you from the deepest chambers of my heart and i've learned something about you guys that you are not only my friends but my family.for that present that you gave me only assured me that having you guys in my life is a Lehlogonolo (Blessing) and i now see why i was given this name it because i was suppose to meet you so that i could be meeker than i am and more.i thank the great God our lord to bless your hearts to continue loving and bring good things in your lives because you have powers to change peoples' lives and turn them into glamourous events.

I LOVE YOU ALL BECAUSE YOU ARE THE PRESENT I GOT THAT I APPRECIATE MORE THAN THE PARTY YOU THREW FOR ME.I HOPE WHAT WE HAVE WILL NOT FADE BUT GROW TO BE GREATER THAN WHAT IT IS.

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